I know I say this every time I start writing my bog but I really have no idea where or how to start. This week has been a whirlwind. So many things to talk about. I think I left off on Sunday.
Church was awesome again. It was about how some people are sent to parts of the earth where they never thought they would to change lives. Ummmm yeah, that’s me. Africa God? Seriously? I look back on the events in my life and I see where God started preparing my heart for this season. It amazes me that sometimes I question why or how, but he always has it worked out. As I am here this summer I am trying not to question the why’s or hows or what the hecks. Sometimes I break down silently; sometimes I harden my heart, sometimes I walk around all day with a lump in my throat. Yeah sometimes I just let the tears flow. This week was a week like this.
Sunday started the emotions as I sat next to my daughters, my friends and my “African children” and worshipped Jesus. I get it a little more then I did when I left 2 weeks ago. I understand Gods plan more then I did a year ago. I am trying to go with it and stay strong. Even though the poverty is endless and the starvation is in my face daily, not just physical starvation but mental and spiritual starvation. I watched a team this week in Korah have an eye opening, life changing, emotional, angry, praise the Lord experience. So many will go home and never be the same. Some were not the same when they arrived. The ones that had been here before learned something about how We are the ones that go home blessed even though we think we are here to bless the people here.
Our week was pretty much Groundhog Day, everyday. Korah summer camp, home visits to NEW sponsor children. Home. Yeah everyday brought something new but our schedule was the same. Monday we visited 9 children’s houses. Watching their faces as we told them they were chosen, well you figure it out, was the most amazing thing ever. All of my days are running together so I might miss some details. When we arrived here they already had the children assessed for us. Well they handed us 59 profiles and told us to choose 50. OKAY??? Seriously their fate lies in our hands. God I am gonna need you here, Give me the 50 children that need it most. Not based on their living conditions but based on their spiritual should, based on their desire to better their lives, based on who you have already chosen. I sat down read EVERY SINGLE PROFILE. The details are sad. How many times a day they eat, how many pairs of clothes they have, the status of their parental situation, their rank in school now, if their parents want to give them for adoption. Uh huh, there were tears that night but I decided to just pray that God would give me the 50 without having to question my decision. So I put the “for sure” kids in a stack (there was 34) then I went to the “next in line” stack and there was 14. Not 15 Not 13 but 14. There I was with 50, exactly 50. Don’t get me wrong I questioned my decision a few times but how could it be exactly 50? God thing? I put the extra 8 in the “waiting list” stack and was done.
This week we met 46 or the 50. In person, at their house. To say the emotions have run high would be an understatement. Some parents cry when we tell them the good news, some parents kiss my knee ( an honor or respect), some children kiss our cheeks, some parents make us coffee ( we have laughed that we are going to say yes until we make sure the coffee is good. Ahahha) terrible I know but gotta have some humor here) But in the END every child is given an opportunity and a chance at a brand new life. The difference in the “neighborhood kids” and the “sponsor kids” is undeniable. The neighborhood kids feel hopeless, hungry and sad. The sponsor kids are joyful, happy and full. I wish we could take 5000 kids but right now for this moment God says 50. We have 50 new responsibilities, to me right now that seems like enough. I am peaceful about it; please don’t think that it doesn’t make me sad that so many are waiting. Hopefully we will grow to serve more.
The rest of our days consist of watching the P61 kids flourish. Summer camp was a hit. The teen boys were ministered to and the team even purchased bibles for the boys that didn’t have one. Project 61 has been around 3 years and they are changing lives. There are about 400 kids in the program and all of them are beautiful and flourishing. It has been an honor to serve with them this summer. I am also honored to be paralleling what they have already accomplished here in Korah. We share the same NGO (Ethiopian organization) here in Korah, we will have different staff as to not take away from the work they are doing but we are all family and all working here for the good of the people in Korah. So if anyone thinks we are competition, we are not. We are here to serve together to empower together.
There were a few things that really grabbed my heart this week. Wednesday I saw my first dead person. He died of starvation and had no one to bury him. The team that was in country purchased him and casket so he could have a proper burial. Can you imagine having nobody? Nobody? It was the icing on the cake for my emotions on Wednesday. Brad arrived that night and I promise he must have thought I was crazy. The tears flowed for at least an hour! I guess I needed his shoulder. Marla( our nanny) also arrived. She is amazing to say the least and the girls and I are so happy she is here!!! Jen (my friend from Kazakhstan) arrived also! So fun to serve here with her. On Friday we visited a child that lives with grandparents both very very sick with leprosy. The reality hit me that he may be alone very soon, so we are working on renting a place for the “at risk” children to go if they end up orphaned (or whatever the word may be). They are all at risk really but the ones that are in a desperate situation. ON Friday we had a sheep feast. Holey cow. We fed Every person that was around but before we had system it was scary. The kids ( that are ALLLLLL hungry) were pushing there way in. It was UGLY and scary. We managed to make it thru but holy cow, what a sight.
On Friday we turned in our list of 50 names to the office here. It was a relief to have chosen the children and a burden to have so many waiting. God knows, I keep telling myself, he knows better then I do.
Last night we had a 4th of July party here at the Guest house. What a fun time, fireworks, hamburgers, watermelon, the whole nine yards. It’s like family. The people are amazing.
Today (Saturday) I have 2 teams that will arrive. Both mine, both here to serve P61, Hope for Korah and (I am not sure if we have announce our name yet) Out of the Ashes.
One medical team and one summer camp team. Fun times ahead. I am sure lots of tears and lots of joy.
Out of the Ashes was named by Lindsay (the co founder of our new sponsorship program) Someday when I have more time I will tell you all of the details of how it happened this way. Until then I will tell you that Lindsay is working hard on profiling the children that need sponsors and soon we will have them for you to look at!
Off to start my day. I am sure that I bounced around here and I am sure I have lost most of you by now. Just random thoughts so I don’t forget details. Love from Ethiopia.